Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Had that Christmas dinner w/ her. The place was great. Never got the chance to bring up much about our relationship w/ her. Found out one of the guys is living w/ a female roommate. Fournd out that one of the other guys who got laid off is going to come back and work at CMP.

She liked her Christmas gift very much so. It was one of the very cute hello kitty crystal figures on see-saw. I thought it was cute, so did she. Glad that she loved. Talk quickly about her friends and found out one of the guys is going to give her a ride to the airport. Damn.

Right now, I'm very tired w/ this relationship, or lack there of. I basically told everybody that this dinner is going to be the last hurrah. Unless something dramatic happen, otherwise I'm done w/ it and going to move on. I want to cut my loss here and not spending more time and effort that eventually going to be fruitless.

It's so sad. I spend well over 1k on Christmas gift this year and yet, I'm not going to get a single gift back. What is wrong w/ me? or those I cared enough to give gift to. But I guess this is a test to see how much of this unfair treatment I can take. We shall see, we shall see.

Off to sleep, got to hit the slope tomorrow for the 1st time this season.
posted by HELL at 22:49