Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
ALOHA, long time no see. I had been definitly lazy over the last 2 weeks in updating this page. This is good and bad. She hadn't done anything that got me really angry and fraustrated nor had she done anything that would cause me jumping w/ joy. All I know is that I'm consider by her as a good friend. However, that other guy seems to always in the mix and she's closer to him than to me. Well, that's how life is. I just got to take what life gives me and give it all I got so I don't regret it when it's all over. Not like my last time when I was just plain stupid and lazy, didn't do anything to court the girl and let her just slip out of my hand. Stupid me.

I think after many, many struggles of pursuiting her or gave up, I finally decided, based on my sister's advice, to just casually court her. And that's what I been doing, asking her out to dinner once in a while, or doing some stuff together. I'm just waiting for the right opportunity to speak my mind. But IF I found out that she have a boyfriend all these time, I'll be furious and somebody'll pay for this. Hopefully I won't resolve to violence. WE SHOULD SEE, WE SHOULD SEE!!!

I had mention about the fact that she owe me lunch at least twice over the last week. She finally promised to do something about it before president's day in Feb. BTW, we'll have one week shutdown in Feb and 1 week in March, both are no-pay. Damn that's a whole paycheck gone down the dringe. Anyway. I'll see what she could come up w/. Maybe she'll do this the friday before the Feb shutdown, which will be 2/14, Valentine's. That'll be GREAT. Haha. What a dream...

Hopefully, I'll update this page more often and hopefully there'll be more good news than bad.

side note: I got rejected for LASIK, however, the money in the medical spending account won't go to waste as I'm paying an arm and a leg for my dental stuff and glasses (the type that change to shade in the sunlight). I'll proabably also get contact lens as my optometrist highly recommanded some procedure to help me w/ the dry eye situation. So maybe I'll get some nice oakley shade along w/ my contacts :) Think she'll get me one? :) When pig flies. haha

As most of you can tell (sadly I'm the only person that'll be reading this page), I'm in a more joyeous mood right now. Because I now had a better understand of what my immediate goal is at work and romance. Check back after Valentine to see if I'm still this happy.

posted by HELL at 00:14