Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Well, give up a gatorade run at Costco to have nice company paid dinner at a decent restraunt. Definitly a step in the right direction for me :) also, got rejected for making up the gatorade run over the weekend, I guess she only want to see me at work, where she could use me. I'm not much of use for her outside of her. I'm little bit mad and little bit sad, but I'm glad that my reaction is much more mundane than it would before. So glad that I'm slowly separating myself from feeling anything for her. So one day when she does leave my life, I'll just move on and not feel the heartache that I felt just a few days ago.

I would love to ramble on about how much I want to forget about her and move on, but just talking about it is not going to help me a lot. I just got to treat this whole thing w/ a cold stone heart. I think I'm only few days away from doing it.
I know I'm over her the day I could tell her the truth. "I know you don't consider me much of a friend, but here is my advice to you. Be true to your heart and stop treating people as backups" hahaha.....
posted by HELL at 22:37