Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Life had been ok for the last few days. I'm actually getting my mind off her. However, she was supposely going w/ me for sunglasses shopping. But she decided she had some some prior engagement and I'm just not important enough to break that. Where am I in her hierachy of things to do/deal with? I doubt it's very high. It really sucks to deal w/ her. I did all the right things to help her, and yet, she treats me like dirt. Now, it's not even about my old feeling (flame) for her, it's about fairness in a friendship. I demand at least equal contribution to the friendship and not have me being to only one trying to hold the whole relationship together. I'm piss off about this unfairness more than anything else. I question my devotion to this whole thing, when had she ever done anything for me??? The whole thing is just stupid.

OK, enough of venting. If the rumor holds true and she does get layoff by the company, I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore by the end of the month. BTW, my boss did hinted that I may get a promotion, yippie. I love my boss and co-workers. hahahahaha!!!
posted by HELL at 12:00