Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
WOW, she told me I should go see a dermatologist 'cause of my pimple on my face. She even told me that girl like guys w/ better skin. I'm shock... Then again, I'm guessing that we're that good of friends now she could tell me things w/o much of hesistation. Amazing. I'm guessing that I'm getting to the point where she would consider me a good, close friend. Maybe one day I'll let her read this blog, haha. I doubt that, I hadn't even told my closest friend about this blog yet. That's why I'm the only one who is reading it :)

Went to work out w/ her, for the first time ever. It's pretty interesting talk to a girl during workout. Never really done that before:) However, I felt kinda embrassing since there were a few co-workers there and I'm constantly talking to her instead of chit-chatting w/ them like I used to do. But I did get to do some close contacts, hehe, j/k. But it's fun, and very interesting stuff when she told me about one of her violent friend and how he got kick out of grad school 'cause of some fight on bball court.

Well, she finally decided to go w/ me to shop for my sunglasses. Although she had some reservation about the dinner afterward. I guess I'll find out tomorrow, not that I care too much about anymore. I think if this was a few weeks back, I woulda need to go jog to cool myselft down. But now, I just accepted that I'm not all that important in her life and then move on w/ my life. No point dwell myself in sorrow just because some spoiled girl told me she couldn't have dinner w/ me. I'm glad that I'm moving along as planned, finally I'm back in control again. I would love to see the other two or however many guys fight for this girl. It's always very exciting when I get to watch something like this from the sideline and able to predict things that'll happen.
posted by HELL at 21:19