Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
FIrst of all, let me said that I fully blame her for the lack of sleep last night. I actually woke up in the middle of the night (which hadn't happen in a few years) and had a hard time falling back to deep sleep again. All her complaints really got to me and made me worry about her. sigh... And I woke up really early in the morning and just decided to go to work. She better think of ways to make up for my lost sleep :)

So it's D-day. And it went by w/o much hoopla. A few friends are gone, and I'm sure a few hearts are broken. Some at work told me she had a red eye the whole morning 'cause she felt sorry for the ones that was affected by the RIF. So nice and good hearted of her. I am proud of her.

So I found out she made 6 of those cheese cake thingy, wow, and I got one :) Of course, that really doesn't mean much and it won't affect how I feel about her or my plan for the future of this relationship. I feel good about how I am dealing w/ this whole thing right now. I'm enjoying the time I spend with her, and yet, when she's not by my side, I don't really feel the need to have her near me. I think I'm moving along just fine. And the biggest thing is that I got past the fairness issue I mentioned in the few entries ago. I realized that there is no true fairness in the world, you do what you believe is the right thing to do and just let the rest fall in place.

side note: I think more and more people at work think I'm dating her or at least I'm actively pursuiting her. But nobody dare to say anything 'cause I'm such a nice guy and so helpful to all the people.
posted by HELL at 23:12