Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Her friend from Illinois came last night to see her, spend a night at her apartment (I think). Met him this morning and he wanted some congee for breakfast. So I drove her, her friend, and her co-worker around to find congee. I am a damn nice person, doing all of these stuffs without ever complaining to her. I did find out that my co-worker (the one I drink with a lot of times in Taiwan) does care about enough that when I ask him about getting congee in the morning, he make sure I was ok. So nice of him, not like some people I know. Wish she care just a little bit more about me and check on me once in a while when I act weird. She did ask me if I was ok when I wasn't very talkative in the beginning after meeting her friend. I told her half of the truth, that I was tire and not fully awake yet. The other half of the truth is that she never pay much attention to my mood, only when she needed me to be a slave for her:(

She called her dad with my cell, still block my phone #. What's up with that? I just don't understand. Oh well, like I said in the previous entry, I don't think she wants her parents to know about my existence. I guess I'm just not up-to-par to be one of her family-recognized friend :( Not much to dwell over with.

While I was eating my dinner, she called to ask my advice on if she should go with her group to dinner (her boss is paying for it). I told her to go and then excuse herself when she feels like it. Anyway, just want to point out that she began to trust my advices. It's a good sign that showed that she has more trust in me.

A couple different experiences with her today. The only real conclusion came out of the day is that she's still spoiled, I'm still a friend for her, and that the moving-on process is going be long and painful :( What can I do, not much, so it's time for me to sleep.
posted by HELL at 01:36