Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Being such a nice guy, I gave her the pda w/o getting the check from her. Okie, that's not much of goodness, however, I was much more calmer and feel much more in peace with my inner feeling today. She went to SF and watch 2 movies with some guy (okie, I could guess who he is) and then went apartment hunting on sunday. She claim that she was too busy to call me. She also claim she was mad at me for lying about me not having dinner on thursday night and then being depress on friday. So I admit that was kinda bad of me to get sympathy from her. But, I only did it because I felt unfarily treated when she ruin my thursday by rejecting my invitation of nice sushi dinner only hours before my reservation. I had to cancel my reservation. And her only reason was that she just want to go home and eat. Oh well, not much use in thinking about that anymore . Don't much care what she said or do. Don't really care if she's going to call me or just continue to ignore me. I'm going to be more relax when I'm around her and just trying to create havoc in the life of those who still see any values in pursuiting her. So I'm EVIL!!!

She had plan to move to a new apartment. Oh do I dread the day when I have to move her big TV. This is going suck...
posted by HELL at 22:30