Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Damn, she wouldn't even tell me that she was leaving early tomorrow to go watch Matrix with friends in SF. (BTW, she wanted to watch it in IMAX, and won't believe me when I told her it won't be ready until later, sigh:( ) After all the stuff I had done for her, still she wouldn't let me something this trivial. And here I am spending hours getting her father's day present ready, download pictures and musics, getting the software ready. I am basically doing all the stuff I could to help her, and putting my own work and life on the back-burner. And what did I get, pretty much a cold shoulder. So sad, oh well, I'm just going to let it go and move on, I could dwindle on this for the next week and be back at the same place again. sigh... Just don't want to complain too much and be back at the same place again. As long as I'm letting her know of my displeasure of the situation, it's great step forward. I can't be always so gentleman-like, need to get her to know my feeling and fraustration at times. Sure, she offer lunch or something for all the stuff I did for her. but hey what do I care about. None of this matter anymore, I'm so looking forward to my vacation, be it in the nice warm weather of Egypt or the cold winter of Chile, anything is better than spending time dealing with her at this point. Can't believe I spend so much time, effort, and money and basically got nothing in return. Bad investment strategy. I guess that's what I'll have to work on...
posted by HELL at 00:10