Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Idiot, I just don't understand her. I told her that I'm going to help her get the PDA. But no, she wanted to get it herself, she didn't even know the model # or anything. I was just going to subsidize her and yet she got it herself. Stupid, I don't even know if I should laugh or cry. Now, she claim she didn't understand what I was talking about, such lame excuse. If this wasn't one of those promises that I just don't want to break, I was just tell her that "fine, do whatever you want." If she want to get it by herself or with her other guy friends, then just go ahead and tell me, I'll understand and I could just let her do whatever. I just don't like this whole secrecy thing. She could've just told me, we were talking right before she left to get the PDA. There was ample opportunities for her to just tell me that "hey, thanks for your offer, but I think I'll get it with my own money." That's all she had to said. Do I act as the type of person who people have to lie to 'cause I don't know when to give up??? I'm pretty upset and I don't even know if I want to help her get the PDA. I hate it when people lie to me for no apparent reason or when they don't show any appreciation for I have done for them. And right now she's doing both. And I AM NOT A HAPPY CAMPER RIGHT NOW!!!

I really don't want to talk about her at all, but she just gets on my nerve all the time these days. Why do I care about her so much? Do I just enjoy being torture by her? Maybe going to Greece and taking a nice vacation away from her is great thing right now!!!
posted by HELL at 23:28