Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Must be on a streak of bad lucks, 'cause I felt like that everywhere I turn, the god of forturne is smiling upon me, wickedly. Bad luck at work with broken wafers and stuff. Bad luck with relationship, both with friends and families, even bad luck in a simple computer game. Don't know, maybe I need to look harder for a good luch charm.

Very depress this morning, and acting like it. Then she had to pay back a bet so took me out to lunch (one of the those rare ones where I don't have to pay). I was still very so depress but I guess it's hard to continue even the girl sitting in front of you tried to cheer you up, albeit not full-heartedly. My gentleman side just won't let me to do anything else but please the lady. Sadly, that's what I did. Ok, so I did lied a little bit about not eating much the night before. Which was true since I practically lost my appetite after she rejected my invitation to dinner. Well, I think she's a little bit mad about the fact that I lied. But I guess she never thought about how many times she lied to me...

One thing I learn is that when a heart is broken to a thousand pieces, there just not many ways to pick it up and put it back together again. So, when she walking to one of our co-worker's wife's birthday party with another guy friend and holding coldstone ice cream, I thought, this is pretty much it. Since she had clearly made the choice, why shouldn't I honor that and just leave her alone. So that's what I'll do. Instead of trying to mingle in her affairs, I should just move on and concentrate more in my own goals. Damn, I'm really moving ahead and leaving all the sorrows behind, at least I hope it's true. Life is just like a box of chocolate, you never know what you going to get.

Deepest sorrow is a heart that cannot rejoice. So true...

Go Mello Kitty.

Still have her pda, probably will give it to her at some point in the near future, still pondering if I should just confront her about where I stand in her ladder of friends... What should I help her anymore with anything??? C'est la vie...
Moving on, I need to plan my vacation soon. Regardless what everyone else does, I'm getting my vacation. Just trying to decide on where and when to take it.
posted by HELL at 01:38