Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Third day into my self-imposed punishiment of no lunch. She knew about it. Yet, she just thought I'm crazy, never even cross her mind to offer me something to eat. If the situation was reversed, I would always ask if she want anything or if could pick something up for her. Never once since she knew me that she would bother to offer me anything. sigh. And I asked her once again just to confirm that the UPC code of the memory stick is gone. I got anger treatment. She yelled me about that she didn't intend on losing it and blah blah blah. All I wanted to know is that it's gone so I can get rid of the reciept (burn it). So I get yell at once again for nothing, I guess it's expected, considering she never really cares about me and see me more as a nuisance than a friend... sigh, sigh

All that doesn't matter now. I just finished off burning the reciept for the memory stick, along with the Mamma Mix tix (bad bad decision, won't happen again), her business card, reciept from the jamba juice I got her today, and some other stuff. I know this is very unusal and unatural way of getting over somebody. But whatever will take my mind off her and make sure that my emotional side of the brain recognize that this is not a battle I can win. So hopefully this will help me get over her and move on with my life. I know I been saying that for a while now, but this time I'm more serious than ever before because I'm more deeply hurted than ever. sigh... Only time will tell...
posted by HELL at 00:20