Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
I don't know, I'm not sure how I should treat her these days. She's as her usual self, treat me like dirt and her other friends much much better. Invited her to dinner so she could avoid spending time in her "apartment oven", of course she rejected my invitation but then came up with a lie that she's going home to cook. Later I found her car and she's nowhere to be seen at work, which led me to conclude that she went with one of her friends to dinner as usual. I don't mind getting rejected and someone else having a higher prority in her life, I'm used to that. It's the fact that she lied that pissed me off. sigh... Oh well, I just have to do what I had already decided and let life take its course, fully prepare for a complete burn out. Like I stated before, it's going to be determine by August/September. Although, I'm pretty sure that I'll spend my bday along in the beautiful surrounding of halfmoon bay. sigh... It's so sad... Always wonder if it's better for me to just break all contact right now.
posted by HELL at 22:07