Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
She helped me with buying a wedding gift for my friends' wedding next week. The afternoon and night went pretty well, except when she would ask one of the guy if he had time tomorrow, probably planning on going to SF or something like that. Also, when she would go off to answer phone calls while I had to restraint myselft to act gentlemen-like and not listening on her conversation. And she obviously did not appreciate me giving her the store hour regarding a hobby place, keep on teasing me. I'm don't care about the teasing part (everybody does it to me and I return the favors often), just the part that she didn't show much appreciation. There is one surprise though, for the first time ever, she mentioned that she wants to treat me too. Actually, I think her words were "we should treat alternatively". That's somewhat new. I guess she start feeling guilty. Ha, kinda late now. For I don't care much for any sympathy or guilt from her. The only thing keep me continue on this road right now is my will not to surrender so easily w/o giving a fight. And the fact that I'm still a little more that three months away from my own deadline. So, two more milestone to go. One is when her parents arrive here in the bayarea, another one is my birthday. We shall see how she treats me during these two events and I'll find out where I am in her pecking order of friends.

Sometime I feel like I'm beginning to treat her more like a little sister than a potential gf 'cause she acts so immaturely. Yet, she can be decieving. She's a smart girl and I know she can easily see how I feel about her. So I'm thinking she's just taking advantage of me. Not for long though, hopefully in 3 months all will end...

And my friend is just like her, never listen to me. Ask him a couple of days ago about his palm dragon program. He basically just ignore me and then today ask me why he's program expired. I really hate this. No appreciation for my hardwork.

My next T-shirt idea, my slogan will be "I'm loud, nosy, and superficial, but I'm a liar"


posted by HELL at 23:31