Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Wow, kinda got drunk last night at one of my friend's brother's wedding. Yup, we been doing that (getting drunk) often lately. Not a good thing. In fact, one of my friend got so bad that his parent had to call 911. He woke up in a hospital. BAD.
The bad thing for me is that I called her up while we were drunk and loud. I told her that I were in a wedding and that I were drunk. She said okay and then I told her i'll talk to her later and hung up. I'm sure I'll have to pay for this. Either she'll ignore me and give me the cold shoulder treatment. Or she'll yell at me about why I call her when I'm drunk. Either way though, I don't much care. I'm just having fun and enjoying myself. This is the best I felt in the last few months 'cause for the first time in a long time, I don't care much about how she feel toward me (this is the truth). I'm beginning to see past her. My eye are not fixated on her every move anymore, I can see the future without her being there. This is great, I'm really beginning to move on. I guess those ashes had guide me well :)
posted by HELL at 09:32