Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Haven't seen her since last thursday. Finally, decided to ask her to go for a pearl tea break. It's kinda funny but also sad at the same time. She doesn't even bother to bring her wallet or anything, knowing fully that I will pay for everything, as always. As usual, ask her to dinner but have to wait several hours and few phone calls to even get an answer out of her. Even then, it's with two of her friends. I don't know, I have no idea sometimes why I do these stuffs for her. I guess I'm just trying to enjoy life and since spending time with her bring me happiness, then why not. Enjoy life now, god give me youth and life, why let it go waste, money can always be earn again. That's how I felt right now. So I'm just going to make money and spend them, enjoying life to its fullest. Don't give much of a damn about her. hopefully, I wouldn't care about her anymore and can really enjoy life and the girl that my friend is going to introduce me to :) BTW, my friend is so nice that he gave me an article about a guy's situation that's similar to my own. It's an advice column. I found it to be fairly interesting and I'll think about it some more. (I'll put an exercept on tomorrow)

The contest was finally over last night. It had become stupid. I took it as a challenge to my self control ability but it just started to drag and I felt like I'm losing my freedom. So a deal was reached and we ended the contest last night, with a hooters' trip planned for this sunday. I'm glad the torture is over and I can enjoy my freedom once again.

So glad I'm off tomorrow (Friday). Get to enjoy some time off and clean my room and finishing up some errands. sigh, so tire these days, and it isn't because of work :(

Just another thing, even her friends called her "princess" :) It's so true!!!
posted by HELL at 23:25