Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Was watching the "wedding planner", and one scene caught my eye and thought. When the guy help the girl to her home after she was drunk, it remind me of my help for her when she was sick. I was thinking, the sad thing is that in the movie, the guy did get the girl at the end, but in real life, I didn't get anything. Not even a thank you or some gesture to that attempt. In fact, I had to keep telling myself never to bring up the subject unless she does, in fear of being accuse of using that as leverage. sigh... Damn it, why can't I just get my mind of her. Every time I saw something new, got something interesting, or went to a new place, I always think of her and how I can share with her and how she'll enjoy it. In fact, I'm already starting to plan for her birthday, a nice facial accompany with a nice dinner at a nice french restraunt. I doubt she even remember my birthday (okay, maybe not, but it'll probably be a crappy gift anyway :( ). But I can't help it, it just come to my mind so naturally. Damn me, the only time I'm not thinking of her is when I'm playing basketball and hopefully when I'm hang-gliding. Oh yeah, sign up for 5 sessions of hang-gliding, it's an expansive sport. That's for sure. Oh well, hopefully I can talk about hang-gliding and other advantures on this website in the future, instead of her.
posted by HELL at 23:46