Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
I'm kinda piss off right now, yes, it's because of her again.

I twisted my ankle this past weekend while flying the hang-glider. And what did she do when heard about it, nothing. Nothing at all. She didn't even ask if I was okay, does it hurt, or if I need help (in my dream). Nope, she didn't even remember it and this is after I made some effort to remind her once in a while. So just another example to show how much of a selfish brat she really is. Worse yet, when she did see me limping around, she tried to mock me. It would be funny, IF first she show some kind of caring, then I had no problem with people mocking me. F*** this, I really don't need this sort of stuff from her. I'm working hard, really hard not to take revenge upon her. I did so much for her, and yet, she had done absolutely nothing for me. sigh.... I'm really lose for words here, caught between my ragine self and the side that wanted to act gentleman-like. Oh well, only a little more to go 'til my birthday, then it should be all over (except for her birthday). I'm already pondering what to put on her birthday card and how should I phrase it the right way... This process will take a while.

Well, this thursday I have setup-date with one of my mom's friend's friend's daughter, let's see how that goes. Cross my finger and hope to die. I'm not sure if I'm actually ready yet for this. But I really want to meet Jamie (being watching too much Mad about You lately :)
posted by HELL at 19:18