Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Really don't know how to deal with her anymore. At one point, she's so cold and just ignore me all the time. But at times she can be warm and caring. I basically let her know today that I'm in a bad mood, but I still had to help her with her weekend gettaway with her mom, offering assistances. But one thing is for sure, she had been grown to depend a lot on my advice and recommandation. Although, she may not listen to me, she'll almost always ask for my opinion. For me, I'm just trying to sort my own feeling out and having no success at all. I still could just get away from doing all the stuff for her. It's only August and I'm already planning her birthday stuff. I'm just so pathetic, stupid, idiotic, a dummy, whatever you want to call me, it's fine, 'cause I AM...

I don't know, I just don't know how to deal with myself. I maybe good at dealing with others and helping them at time of crisis, but I can't solve this, not at all. I guess only time will solve my problem...

Her friend told her that there is a coupon code that's 30% off in Banana Republic, but I did a little check, looked like it's for 8/9-8/11 BUT FOR 2002. Hmmm....
posted by HELL at 20:09