Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
A quick side note: the girl that my mom's life insurance agent introduced me to, never going happen. She claimed that I was too self-absorbed. I thought I was just telling the truth when I told her I'm busy for the next three weekends, which I was. I could've put it in better terms and she didn't have to be so sensitive. Well that's that. So my first setup-date was over, just like that :)

Shouldn't have done all the stuff I had done last sunday. I promised myself I won't go the extra mile for her anymore, but instead, I went the extra light year. I'm still as pathatic as before. Got to learn to stop caring about her. Truly, that's the only way to do it. I need time away from her, from all that would remind me of her. (Like that'll help) Actually, what I really need is another possible target, working hard to get to that right now :)

"Hurt" By NIN

I hurt myself today,
to see if I still feel,
focus on the pain,
it's only thing that's real
posted by HELL at 00:35