Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
So I finally had my dinner with her, first one in over a month. Of couse I paid for it, and I had to keep apologize about the fact that I didn't get out from work early enough for the dinner. She wanted to eat at 6 something and I couldn't leave work 'til past 7:30pm. In any case, most of the conversation revolved around my trip to Baltimore for my workout partner's wedding, people at work, and her new house. After dinner, she wanted to hit a book store 'cause she was too full to just stay home and do nothing and become fat :) So we went to Border to check out home decoration and improvement books. Of course, she had to make a phone call first, I didn't ask who it's for nor did I try to listen in. It doesn't matter to me anyway. Won't change my mind about what I'm doing in the future anyway. So we chatted a little more about the house stuff and I convinced her to let me look at the house after she got the key. Then we could talk about what needed to be done on the house and stuff. Well, at least she's trusting me on these stuff. I did mention that why I didn't get the sort of treatment her friends got. When they came in town, she paid for a lot of the dinner and other expense. But with me, she rarely had to pay for anything, dinner, pearl tea, and gifts. I'm sucker, according to a lot of people :) Well, my birthday is fastly approaching, I'm sure things will change after that, at least I hope so.

Just a quick side note, finally got my promotion now :) A nice 10% raise, and I'll have a chance to ask her out to celebrate it :) Well, this is the best birthday gift I had got in recent years. sigh... In fact, this probably the only birthday gift I got in the last few years. I really don't owe anybody anything, other than parents of course.

Another side note: she finally thank me for the moon cake yesterday and also setting up her computer to be able to send/recieve email from the comfort of her own home. All which was done a while back and finally getting a little recognition from her. Should I be happy about that??? sigh... Of course, there still a lot more that never got anything close to a thank you, the most notable being the few day where I spend time and energy taking care of her while she's sick. sigh... So I'm still hoping for some reward one day, which will probably never come.
posted by HELL at 00:41