Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
What a laugh :( The only kind things she remember doing for me was the chocolate she brought back from Chicago back in february and she gave a Christmas gift. Wow, these are only two things she had done for me in the last year, and I had no right to complain about??? Especially after all the kindness I had given to her, which I can easily name a dozen in the last month along. This is how unbalance this friendship had become. But hopefully it'll die in a week, along with my hope of this ever becoming a blossom relationship. I had told my friends that after next week's big day, I shall no longer fantasize about her, no longer going out of my way to do things for her, no longer trying my best to show my best to her, no longer place her as my number 1 priority, and no longer deny the possibility of other potential out there. This is the start of new life for me. The time of pleasing her with all my resources, the time of always dreaming about spending quality time with her, and time of agonizing over her unfair treatment of me will END. It's time for me to revert back to my old self again, so I'll need all my mights to accomplish this. So help me and pray for me :)
posted by HELL at 12:29