Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Well, it's another interesting day for me. Went with her to pick up her dad's X-ray then got some pearl tea. She was very tired so I told her to sleep in the car. It was very nice and relaxing to just look at her face while she sleeps. I actually enjoy the moments, I know, I'm a freak :) And then she decided that she want to head to the Scandinavian designs place I been bugging her about, saw a few nice furnitures that she liked. However, most of them were too expansive for her, I thought about offering to buy them for her but then my logical side kick in and I kept my mouth shut.

So she asked again if I had time to eat dinner with her and her parents and the other guys, again, I said "yes" without even thinking it thru. But I didn't regret this as much as last night. Especially since my friends told me that I more than deserved to get some free dinner. Of course, she refused my offer and had another guy gave her ride back home before dinner. So I was at the restaurant for 10 minutes sitting at the table by myself before they came in.
The dinner went okay, the food is alright, for the price, it's not that bad. I kept my conversation mostly in stock and electronic gadgets. But honestly, I didn't really care one way or another how her parent would feel about me, just acted the same as if I was in front of other older people. I thought I did okay, but who really cares. I was kinda mad that she didn't told her parents about how she got the direction to ER. Her parents thought it was one of us but didn't know who he was. Not unexpected though, since I knew she won't let her parents know about how much I had been helping her. So be it.

I would like to redefine our relationship in the near future so I can move on with my life (I know I had been saying this for quite a few months now). But this time I'll really sit down and think about it. I'll actually come up with a draft over the next few days. Hopefully, this really would be the last time I said on this page that I'll get over her.
posted by HELL at 23:22