Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Why is it that when she's in a bad mood, I'm so nice to her and she just takes out on me. But when I'm in a bad mood, she just mocks me and expect me to take it. Such an unfair and lopsided friendship, I really should end it soon. It's causing nothing but stress in my life. She had problem with mouse at her place and I told her the type of mouse trap to get, but she didn't really pay attention and decided to get the other types of mouse trap. Her excuse was that she didn't find the type I told her. Well, is it so hard to just give me a call and ask where she can get them. I would gladly told her over the phone in 2 seconds and she won't have to bother with me. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD?!?!? I mean this is just another case of her not listen to me yet again. sigh... All my good advices to her just fall to deaf ear, she'll never pay attention or know how much effort I put into to provide those answers. IT'S SO SAD TO SEE ALL MY HARD WORK WASTED. What is wrong, I must be providing too many good options/answers to her. I really think it's time to just abandon her, it's not like she had no other help at all!!!

She asked me to give her rides to work when her parents are visiting in a couple of weeks, but I doubt that'll happen since most likely she'll change her mind like always (after consulting with her other guy friends). Remember such simple task is not mean for me, it's not dirty enough or heavy duty enough or low-life enough. I'll get those that her other friends couldn't or won't help her with.

Went to her house with the mouse trap I bought her, just before I left, I called her and found out that the water was turned off for her new place. Apparantly the city made a mistake and turn off the meter. She was talking (more like yelling) with her parents regarding this issue when I got to her house (one of the other guy was there and open the door for me :( ). After she finished talking, she got so mad that she started crying (a sign of weakness that I don't really appreciate, such a man's attitude). The other guy went over to comfort her, me, I just continue to work, not much choice there, didn't want to crowd the field. In any case, after sealing off multiple possible routes for the mice and putting mouse traps near the rest, I left. She did ask me if I want to go to dinner but I notice the underneath tone that basically tells me that "don't come and don't bother us". And mom called at an opportune time so I just told them I'm going home to eat. And she couldn't help herself but taking a parting shot at me, I'm guess she's more relax and less stressful after the crying. sigh... I guess that's the type of service I could provide her, everything else, she can get them from her other guy friends. Remember, I'm only good for the low and dirty work. The upscale stuff is for her REAL friends. I'm just a low caste member of her circle of friends for her use and abuse. sigh... sigh... sigh...
posted by HELL at 19:40