Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Wow, didn't expect this at all. Let me start from the beginning. So I was as usual pissed off about how I had been mistreated by her, continuously ignoring my advice and brush aside all that I had been doing for her. Then she told me that she didn't need a ride anymore and all that usual stuff when the weekend is coming around. So I was very mad and fraustrated as usual. Then she told me there will be a dinner tomorrow night for all those that helped her catching the mouse, I sadly laughed at the half-hearted invitation. After talking my co-worker, I was deciding against going to the dinner. But I still went to her house and help her moved the range back to the garage. Then, she asked me to go in and meet her parents, after a bit of talking to them, they invited me to dinner. And it was really really bad of me, I said yes before I even thought thru the whole thing. As I were walking out to my car, I was hitting my head. How stupid of me, I should have think about it before answering them. Stupid, stupid, and really really stupid of me!!!

So the dinner went pretty much as expected, she was very mean to me, looking at me with THE LOOK. But the funny thing was, I didn't really care too much anymore. I acted like myself in front of her and her parents, didn't really care what they think anymore. Yeah, I'm going to release myself from all my promises to her. I'll do what I wanted to do instead of obeying all her wishes. Okay, maybe not that much, but I'll learn to go on with my life without her presence. For once, I'll start really looking for other possibilities. HAHAHA, sob sob sob... We'll see if this will finally come true.

Still need to decide on what to do with tomorrow night's dinner. Let see how she is tomorrow morning before making the decision.
posted by HELL at 22:18