Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Finally, it's all done. She got the nice cute white jacket with the Banana Republic gift certificate I gave her. It only took her more than 2 hours to decide:) Then, I took her to Manresa as promised. The meal was great and enough quantity for her. The wine got her a little buzz. We chat about her house and her work and other stuff. She even mention that she offered to invite me to Chicago for Christmas when I told her how I'm going to spend Christmas alone. The only problem is that the alcohol made her very sleepy. Of course, the damage was severe, ~$310. So all her birthday together cost me well more than $600. Oh well, like I said before, at least I gave her my best shot. I had my fun with her, but it should be time to move on. Let's see what the future holds for me :) Usually, I wouldn't had given up so easily, it's just that I'm yet again shock by her continue relationship with her bf. I heard a couple conversations she had with her over the last week. From those conversations, I gathered he is still in good standing with her, so it's time for me to get out of this mess. I had never intended to get involve with anyone who's already in a relationship. But at least I had no regret, tried and failed is much better than regretting about it years later. For it's my goal to enjoy my life to its fullest and leave with as little regret as possible. Only wish I had known her years earlier, sigh... Life with all its little twists...
posted by HELL at 23:55