Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
I had been spending lot of time helping her at work and keeping her company. Surely everybody at work had been discussing our relationship by now. It's just too sad that there is nothing between the two of us. Instead she had a bf in Chicago and I'm out meeting with setup girl. Well at least i'm trying something new. So life is like that, am I happy, not really, but I'm not that depress neither. But she had been nicer and more willing to spend more time with me these days. Glad to see that after two years, I'm moving another step higher in her circle of friends. She actually call me once in awhile when she gets bored. I wonder how long before I finally get to introduced to her bf (i even hinted about knowing her bf status and she still refuse to acknowledge him).

She already had plan for Valentine, going down to LA for one of her friends' wedding. She also planned on driving down there with her friends (of course the driver won't be her). So she's spending more time with her and I'll be just left off on the side. sigh... 'tis life and I'll deal with it as it runs over like 18-wheeler.

So I'm heading to Japan and leaving the land of uncertainty. sigh... The only thing I wish right now to have some certainty in my personal life but I guess that just won't happen anytime soon. I really wanted her to give me a ride to the airport but guess it's more important for her to work. I'll try to update the blog but probably won't be able to because of lack of internet access in Japan.

So I wish myself luck and have more emails from girls :).
posted by HELL at 00:03

 
She was complaining about spending too much time with me at work, obviously forgetting that most of that was me helping her. So, I guess I won't have to deal with her for awhile, except for pearl teas, maybe.

Got to get up early tomorrow, so I'll spend some time respond to email girl latter.
posted by HELL at 22:10

 
She didn't sign up to go with me to see Jerry Seinfield, which was quite expected, and that's why I already book with another one of my guy co-worker. I did spend some time with her over the past few days and it's been okay. She's been treating me relatively nice, even offer to help me once in a while. We'll see what happen in the next few months.

As with the email girl, she got sick 'cause of the rain on new year's eve (she was watching firework in the city). So the email was a few days late but still got it. So I'll respond on the usual schedule. Next thing, try to get to know her enough to eventually setup a meeting.

Another interesting phenomenon, I had been able to see more girls. Got in contact with one girl that sent me an icebreaker on yahoo, aunt supposedly set me up with another girl. All these happen less than 10 days into this year, could be a good year for me :). Just hope the stock do well and I'm off to great year :).

Since I hadn't been as crazy about her as I did a year ago, I'm not so excited to write this blog. Still, I'm going to continue keeping a log about things that happen in my life. The hope is that this blog will eventually be a lot less about her and more about other people and things in my life.
posted by HELL at 23:22

 
Since I'm kinda tired and lazy :), I'm just write one quick recap of what happen over the last two weeks. So parents and sister were gone, parents off to China to visit and sister off to Texas for the in-law. So I was home alone. She did called almost every other day to chat with me, about how she got me my christmas gift (ties, three of them, that's three time more than what I own now.), about what she been doing, about work, and about stuff in general. I went to tahoe on Christmas day, stuck on the road for two hours on the way back 'cause some auto accident. Also went there for new year's eve. The snow were great, it was so awesome, so much powder. I really did have fun there. Then again, I was lonely and sad. So I drank a bottle of red wine on Christmas night and test the alcohol breath analyzer that my friend got me for christmas to see if it works. Well, sure enough, the nice sharper image product didn't work. Oh well, I'm returning it for something else. So basically work and drink and watch TV over the break, nothing that exciting other than snowboarding.

Oh yeah, so I been exchanging email with Diana, the girl who were mad at me for my hooter's picture. So after I apologize to her, she got interested and we start to exchange emails. So I was kinda interest in her as well, but so far, we been just talking about relationship and such in general. We just started to more into talking about ourselves and hopefully we'll see where this leads to.

Just got the Jerry Seinfield tickets, time to find out if she's willing to go, if not, I'm thinking of taking a shot at the Diana girl. Next up, send an email to someone who send me the icebreaker on yahoo personal, and also the girl my aunt introduce me to. Another big thing, one of my best friend finally hook up with the girl I been encourage him to go after for the last few months, so now let's see if they can hook me up with people. Well, the beginning of this year provided many opportunities and hopefully I'll be able to take advantage of them :).
posted by HELL at 23:23

 
I know I had busy and lazy. Well, since it's a new year, let me just quickly list my new resolution and I'll update more about what's happening in the last two weeks tomorrow.

Resolution for 2004:

1. Workout more regularly, be able to bench 250 lbs., drop fat% to ~10%, try my best to get rid of my "love handle" and get the six pack I always wanted.
2. Study GMAT and prepare for applying to Business school.
3. Become more financially disciplined.
4. Meet more girls (though this one is more controlled by fate).

BTW, there is a new woman in my life (though I haven't meet her yet), and her name is Diana.
posted by HELL at 02:41