Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
I had been spending lot of time helping her at work and keeping her company. Surely everybody at work had been discussing our relationship by now. It's just too sad that there is nothing between the two of us. Instead she had a bf in Chicago and I'm out meeting with setup girl. Well at least i'm trying something new. So life is like that, am I happy, not really, but I'm not that depress neither. But she had been nicer and more willing to spend more time with me these days. Glad to see that after two years, I'm moving another step higher in her circle of friends. She actually call me once in awhile when she gets bored. I wonder how long before I finally get to introduced to her bf (i even hinted about knowing her bf status and she still refuse to acknowledge him).

She already had plan for Valentine, going down to LA for one of her friends' wedding. She also planned on driving down there with her friends (of course the driver won't be her). So she's spending more time with her and I'll be just left off on the side. sigh... 'tis life and I'll deal with it as it runs over like 18-wheeler.

So I'm heading to Japan and leaving the land of uncertainty. sigh... The only thing I wish right now to have some certainty in my personal life but I guess that just won't happen anytime soon. I really wanted her to give me a ride to the airport but guess it's more important for her to work. I'll try to update the blog but probably won't be able to because of lack of internet access in Japan.

So I wish myself luck and have more emails from girls :).
posted by HELL at 00:03