Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Well, it finally came. My co-worker started really complain about the amount of help that I had being offered to her, to the point where they believe it actually interfered with my own job. Even though I disagree, I must admit that helping her does force me to put my own work on a lower priority. This is REALLY BAD!!! I got to better control myself. I felt like I'm addicted to drug, only seeing her and spending time w/ her (even though I had to suffer quite a bit of physical abuse) will relieve my uneasyness. sigh... And this is more than a year after I'm supposely gave up on her already. I'm being just so stupid. My friends have been trying to get me to move on, looking at other people, but I'm just being a pathetic fool and stubborn idiot. Just couldn't give it up :( sigh...
posted by HELL at 00:17