Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Wow, it's being ten days since I last updated the blog, not the longest I ever gone, but still quite long. Well, not that much happend in the last ten days. Still working in Singapore, some drinking, lots of mahjong playing and karaoke singing. Lost my voice 'cause of the Linkin Park concert and 7 hours of straight karaoke. So I can say that it's more relax here and I'm enjoying myself more.

However every so often I still think about her and how much pain she had brought me over the years. My friend met up with the girl he being after for the last few years (he now had a great gf) and found out that the girl actually gone out recently with some guy she met on Yahoo Personal! He felt so betrayed and fraustrated 'cause he couldn't believe that she would completely ignore his feeling and just gone out with some total stranger over the web. He decided right there and then that he will care for this girl no more and he went ahead and erased all the contact info all the girl. I truly admired his conviction of cutting all contact. That's something I just haven't been able to do. sigh... Only wish I can be that strong with her as my friend with his "her". But then again, we're different people and handle this type of situation differently. My hope is that she'll one day understand how much I had done for her and be more appreciative of me. sigh... don't think that'll happen but still holding out for a glimpse of hope. sigh... She did email me more than usual since she's on vacation at home last week. But as usual, she stop during the weekend 'cause she have other things to do and I'm just not important enough. sigh... okay too much "sigh" now, got to stop before it kills more of my brain cell.
posted by HELL at 04:45