Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
I'm a bit sick these days after a long week of late night activities: play mahjong 'til 5am on friday, drinking on sat, singing karaoke for 7 1/2 hr on sun, more drinking on tues, work 'til 3am on wed, yet again more drinking on thurs, and another round of mahjong 'til 3am on sat. wow, no wonder my throat is sore and i'm feeling sick right now. Must become healthy again (hopefully w/o doctor's help), whatever doesn't kill me only made me stronger...

On a different note, she went on a trip for the july 4th weekend, with her "HK" (quoted by her sis) gangs and sis. Well, wish she had a great trip. I know I'll never be allow to join such festivities, not like I'm desparate to join neither. In fact, I purposely delay my flight back home so I don't have to deal with her yet again having fun with her friends and the thought of me never cross her mind. The worse thing is that she'll always spend time and plan this sort of trips but just don't seen to have time to do any sort of plan when she does spend time with me. sigh... See my importance in her life, like I wrote in previous entry, it's REALLY low. sigh... She's more willing to spend time with co-workers than me, even after all the things I did for her... okay, must stop myself from dwelling too much on this topic...

On a happier note, my friend invited me to have a facial couple weekends from now, and she'll bring one of her friend along :) Plus I'm also continue my email chit-chatting with the two girls that I haven't met yet. So the future is not so gloommy for me yet!!! So I guess I should drink to the future. I guess I must get home and do that at the hooter gathering this month.
posted by HELL at 18:16