Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
I was kinda fraustrated and down because of the new found info about her relationship with the co-worker. I felt sorry for the wife (remember, she worked in the same division as well). Even more fraustrating is the fact that my willingness to baby her could be reason they have opportunities to be together. If I was doing my job the right way, not letting her off so easily, then they may not spend much time together and this may not happened. What a waste for her, sigh.... I was at the wrong place at the wrong time for the wrong reason. It's so fucking stupid of me. sigh... It's so stupid of me to always try to protect her, doing her work, and always keep her happiness as my top priority. sigh... After talking to D-chick and sister, one thing that's quite obvious is that I must separate myself from her, just leave everything and everyone alone. I have my own life right now, I don't need her AT ALL. So here's my action plan: tell her that I know the reason behind her happiness and her depression, I'll always stand by her or extend my hand in her time of need, but I will no longer volunteer my service to her. sigh... It's so stupid of everyone involved in this whole situation...

posted by HELL at 00:40