Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Just read something on the chinese novel site that kinda hit me. It still goes along with the theme of "furthest distance between two people is when true love cannot be revealed". sigh... I'm easily touched by these stories these days (actually all the time). I know that she doesn't like me, I know she consider my offer to help is more of hassle, I know that I had always been given a fairly low ranking on her priority list (I'm not even sure there's anybody below me), and yet, I had chosen to stay by her side and be her guardian for all these times. Guess even the latest revelation about her won't changed that. It really fits to the theme of the stories I read today, that love is mixture of poison and honey, as you tasted the sweet, you're also been slowly poisoned to death. sigh... it's so true in my case. I guess I can't do too much but only to follow my latest motto: can't always get things to go your way, but as long as you have no regret...

Here's something I planned on putting in a card and give it to her latter this month (that could still change, haven't make the final decision yet):

I understand the reason why you are happy, I know what is the cause for your sadness, I can see thru the mysterious smile that appears on your face during the day, I can hear the whisper of the tear on your face at that morning.

It matters not what other people will think of you, I will always consider you as a friend. I know you see my help as a burden, but one day when you need a hand to pick you up, I will still be here, helping you.

Well, let see how it goes.

posted by HELL at 23:53