Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Well, more talk with the girl. I guess since I'm her confidant, she's being seeking advice from me. I had been trying to be the perferct gentlemen and the best friend that I can be. Telling her that she need to cool off while not losing track of what she wants. She told me that the coworker is going to give up quite a bit in terms of finance to be with her and that she's unsure if she is worth that much. Of course I told her that she's worth that and more and I told her that don't feel guilty about it and just consider that the coworker gave up all of those for the freedom of whoever he wants to be. sigh.... What I really want to said is to ask her if she's really willing to handle all these pressure to be just with him and the fact of the matter is that it won't be a easy task to be approve by both families. I don't know, but I'm just trying to stand by her and support her whenever she needs. For example, for the last couple of days, it's really her job to run some experiment, but since she's busy with her parents, I decided to kinda handle her workload for the moment and take care of her. sigh... I'm writing this blog slightly drunk but I really do know that I'm very unhappy about the whole thing but I have really no choice but to be there for her whenever, just follow the code of a gentlemen. sigh... I let her know that I had virtually no respect for the male coworker and that the fact remains that while I'm working my butt off in Singapore, he's seeking to draw her closer to him. sigh... I guess I'm partially responsible for what's happening with the whole fiasco. I don't know, I know the right thing to do, but it hurts (or depresses me) too much to watch those two hanging out and chit chatting. But even worse is that I have to give her advice and I must think of things relate her dealing with the cowoker and wife and work that advantage of her to help her move on so she may one day spend more time with the coworker .... I really need to learn to completely let go of her!!!!

posted by HELL at 00:55