Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Hmm, just thinking, it would be nice to make a little bet on what excuse she'll tomorrow to cancel the shoe shopping trip she promised today or yesterday (since it's 12am already). Let's see

1. Too much work so she had to work late and obviously won't have time to go.
2. Spend too much money on shopping already this past weekend.
3. Too tired.
4. Some other plans involving other friends, like had to have dinner with them.
5. Too scare to go or leave the car at work.
6. Got to go home and wait for phone calls.
7. Just don't feel like it.

Hmm, actually come to think of it, she does have lots of excuses that she could use, but the point is that she'll just choose one that suits her to cancel on me, as always. Even by the best of luck that we did actually get to go, it'll be like 15 minutes in and out. I mean I'm not sure if it's worth it at all. And with my bad luck these days, I'm sure something bad will happen. For example, I even got a parking ticket for going to take a traffic school exam. Of course, even though she's there, she'll never pay for it. Now, if she offers to pay, that would be totally shocking. So, please tell me again, why the hell am I a friend of this lady??? Let's try to think about that a bit, even though I know the answer is that I'm the biggest idiot in the world.

Oh yeah, one more thing to add. I was saying on Monday that she was nice to bring him lunch. And she replied that it was because he never asked her to pay for anything. And I'm just thinking, wait a minute, I always treat her so super nicely and never asked her to pay for anything, but obviously I'm far far lower than him on the priority list. Remember, he tops the list, I'm like 2179 on the list, somewhere between the co-worker working next to her cube and the wife. And this is after almost 3 years worth of hard work, I must be real bad on this whole inter-personal skill thingy. Sigh.......

posted by HELL at 01:02