Everybody always said ''til the day hell freezes over''. But has it ever freeze over? Contact me if you want to discuss anything hellfreezeover666@yahoo.com . Not that anybody actually read this blog. I'm just as lonely as ever. From a pathetic fool in HELL!!!

 
Sometime I really question myself if it's worth it to be her friend. It's the same usual story, I'm been remind how low I am on her priority list. She offered to help me get some medicine for my fever, then called right before lunch to tell me that she had to go out with her friends. I understand that she need to see her other friends. Didn't say anything and still being very nice and supportive of her. Then I paged her late in afternoon 'cause she had promised to go get pearl tea, her developed film, and possibly some medicine for me. Well, she didn't return my page. Then I had to tell her that I'm just going to go by myself 'cause I can't wait, need to pick up my car from the dealer later that day. I was not happy that she dissed me twice in the same day, especially since I'm sick. Just don't have the patience to deal with her like I used to. Since she doesn't have the time to pick up the pic from me, I offered to drop it off at her place tonight. After my basketball game (which the Warriors lost, and Murphy really sucks), I called and left a voicemail, then sms her to ask if I can drop by. No response so far, guess either she just doesn't have the phone by her side or she's mad at me again and ignoring my phone call. Sigh... Either way, I'm tired and not really in that great of a mood to deal with her antics right now. All I know is that if she doesn't try to contact me by Sunday (which we were supposedly take the traffic school exam together), then the picture is going to the garbage can or the wife. I'm sure I'll be on the wife's good side again if I gave her these pictures and advise her a little (I'm feeling very evil right now). Oh, there's a little story about my run in with the wife today. I saw her in the hallway, instead of just passing me by and completely ignoring me like usual. She started mumbling some stuff in cantonese. I'm not quite sure, but I think she's accusing me of having an affair with C. That'll be funniest thing I heard in the last few months. Me and C, I don't think that's possible even if I'm the last person on Earth and the humandkind depends on us to live on. At this point, I don't really worry about it so much. I'm already conditioned to go thru the same thing, she let me know how low my priority is, I'm not happy, I get mad at her, she gets mad at me, I make adjustment and apologize, then she just enjoy life as usual.

At least it was very nice of D to send me a get well soon greeting. It's much more relaxing to be her friend than C's. The only thing is that she kept telling me that C is bad news for me. I know that she's just concern of my well being but I guess I just can't let go so easily. I'm the BIGGEST IDIOT in the WORLD.

posted by HELL at 23:35